My first session with Atka changed my life. I came to see Atka to work on my issues with intimacy that I was facing in my four year relationship. Due to pornography addiction throughout my childhood and other trauma, I had numbed my body and conditioned myself to only experience pleasure through intense friction. Atka understood exactly why I was coming and immediately helped me to feel relaxed and at ease. The experience was above and beyond all of my expectations, as after being thoroughly relaxed I was able to enter into a state where I was finally able to observe subtle energies passing throughout my whole body and I was able to even experience small full bodied orgasms without friction. After the session, and due to the toxins that had been released from the prostate massage, I was able to purge and Atka made me feel very safe and assured. Since then everything about my life has changed and I am convinced this is the path for me and my partner to take to heal the co-depedency and sexual blocks in our relationship. Atka you are a practitioner of the highest level.

Jack

Atka, Firstly, I want to thank you so much for such a beautifully transformative and energetically intense session last week. I had a really powerful shift, body, psyche and spirit. Following from it, I feel more aware of and connected to my true masculine energy and also the polarity of the masculine-feminine union. I felt more able to be in touch with and express my sexual energy (aka 'energy') without being judged, to indulge in joyous pleasure without shame and to simply enjoy the experience of being in my body.

           [Another session] It’s quite deep work and I had a profound and to some extent, kind of weird, experience last time. Weird in a good way, just a lot of energy clearing out. I’m still feeling it! Thanks for hearing my thoughts. Lots of love.

Bob

Something has really changed in me, I feel the energy and tingle from my inner thighs up my groin through my tummy, chest, neck and into to my arms.  It makes me feel alive and is giving me so much self worth and self love which I’ve not really had for years, or at this level ever.  It feels like I can move the energy around and what was once anxiety I can move up into my chest and body and turn it to a tingle or even ecstasy. I did that breathing in my trauma release exercise class today and I went so deep, normally I have to think to breath and concentrate on the exercise. Today I was just breathing harder and harder and basically had a deep full body orgasm, it was amazing.  I am shocked at how much has changed in a few day and I plan to keep practicing myself. Lots of love and happiness (something that has been really missing).

Gentry

One of the significant things I have learnt from you is the expression of unconditional love, It is one thing to talk about, but quite a different thing to experience it and understand it at a fundamental level.

Martin

Atka, I hope this message finds you well. I had to reach out and tell you of the amazing experience I had with you. I felt true love energy for the first time in my life. It’s like a gift that I will remember till my last day on earth. 

Gaby

Dear Atka, Thank you so much for a most wonderful therapy. I am trying to implement that it is my birth right to feel! 

Earlena (Female) 

New I feel simply amazing. I feel calm, confident and more balanced. I am really making it a point to do the exercises you recommended, and to be more aware of energy flowing through my body. I feel it. I can move it around (at least I think I can!!), from the tail to the top as you told me. I am really impressed by the impact you have had on me, and feel blessed to have had the gift of connecting with you. My intention is to apply myself to improve my relationship with my wife, revive and nurture intimacy between us. This is all thanks to you, thanks to the care and love I felt when intimately connected with you, in the space you created for us. I am so thankful, Atka.

Francois

Hi Atka, I felt a little tired today but in a pleasant way not a lack of energy way. I think the tiredness might have been because you released many emotions from me yesterday during our session. I felt the whole session was an insight into something I have never experienced before & would encourage everyone to experience it at least once in their lifetime. On a personal note, some of the feelings I felt with yourself were both emotionally & physically 'mind blowing ' & exhilarating. I felt my whole body shaking & trembling uncontrollably at times with pleasure. Also, one of the highlights of the session was spending it with such a caring and warmth person as yourself. I will now try to put some of the positive thoughts & energies from yourself/our session into my normal daily routine over the coming weeks & months. Many thanks & take care always Atka.

Stephen

Atka is an incredibly special woman. I mean this wholeheartedly. I am very new to tantra and it's practices and in all honesty I was nervous going into the session however my nerves were managed well by Atka and her soft and gentle nature made what was potentially an extremely difficult process for me much easier than it could have been. I simply cannot speak highly enough of Atka.  It feels as if it left an imprint on my soul.

Jake B.

It will be very difficult to put into words how Atka’s tantric practice has made such a positive contribution to my life. From the moment I walked through her door and got pinned down by her loving gaze I knew that I had come to the right place and that she was the right guide for my tantric journey. I came to Atka feeling like I was not achieving my potential for love and success, not sure what to expect. Well, I can tell you that there is no place to hide here! I must admit that I’ve found some of the tantric exercises quite challenging because they exposed the little tricks I had been using as blocks to self-love (social masks, gallows humour, intellectualising, etc). But with gentle persistence these have melted away and a feeling of relief, calm and beautifully divine pleasure have surfaced. Atka holds a space that respects your boundaries and is completely non-judgmental, while encouraging self-love and an exploration of one’s inner truth. She has an extensive knowledge of tantric techniques and exercises that have proven insightful and helped me see parts of myself from new angles, revealing new pathways between my body and mind. I no longer see sexual energy as merely a sexual act but rather as the source of all my creativity, sexual or otherwise. My work and personal relationships have blossomed and I’m also finding it much easier to organise tasks. I had been getting quite neurotic before seeing Atka but now I feel more like myself again, full of confidence and power, calm, spacious and self-assured. Atka is a true channel and her space is a shrine for those who want to go straight to the Source. Love prevails.

Rick

I feel amazing!!! And have done since I have seen you. The massage ...was completely in line with my energy as you were. I felt like it was showing me how in line I am to tantra and that I should be doing this work!!!! I didn't feel any pain not even in my yoni as I feel like I have released so much trauma by doing the tantric work in the last 12 months!!!! I did not feel any shame guilt or pain !!! I just felt so free and liberated and I thank you for the space that you created for me. What would you recommend for me next I I feel like I want to train in this work. Tantra runs In my body I feel so aligned with it. There was nothing negative I can say or offer any improvements. It was just divine.!!!! Thank you I am so grateful to you.

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Sudiksha (Female)



I felt wonderful and deeply calm and relaxed. Like a baby that has just been fed and cuddled:). Thank you for the experience. It was truly special:)

Joanna (Female)

I'm feeling amazing! No negative after effects whatsoever! I think it's because I'd had some minor tantric training before and I really opened myself up and did lots of breathing and energy movements, and so a lot of the negative emotions were able to flow out of me during our time together, especially when I cried in your arms.  I still don't know what that means for me long term but I'm hoping it is a step in the right direction for me.  You are truly an amazing person and our session was absolutely incredible at so many levels. We spent so much time together and it really allowed us to delve deeply into my current issues and spend real quality time tackling them. The massage was the best massage I've ever received, including all modalities, and especially authentic tantra. As a result of our time together, I feel I've healed many wounds at all levels: physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. You are so good at what you do because it's obvious that you truly care about what you do. This was no ordinary session. I've had several tantric healing sessions as well as hundreds of all kinds of massages all over the world, and this was hands down the best I've ever experienced. paragraph.

Ben

I feel more at one with myself this morning, very much more present in the moment and kinder. There was small moments of feelings of guilt yesterday but through breathing

these subsided. There was waves of positive energy rushing over me this morning as I woke up. My right hip feels must much better. There use to be a clicking when I would rotate my hips but that's gone. This was always present whenever I did other [kinds of] treatments, so happy! The pain is less than before but not gone. I know this will take time to process but its a start. Thank you once again for your generosity of time, patience and love.

Shadab

I have been drifting along since our session. I feel both released and empowered. Thank you. I'm interested in the importance of tapping into my masculine energy, and allowing that to rise up again. And how its suppression might be partly to blame for my lack of drive. I'm also very interested in how I can help talk about masculine and feminine energy with my wife, is there a book you could recommend?

Theo

I’ve basically been feeling very well after our session. Thank you for an amazing experience. I feel as though I reconnected with parts of myself that had got lost and that I processed many things through the bodywork. Yesterday I was feeling a bit spaced out

some of the time. Eventually in the late evening I fell asleep on the sofa and didn’t wake up until 5.30am! Today apart from being a bit tired and still affected by the cold I feel more back to normal. It feels like the right time to move forward in my life with several

things, and the session with you has definitely contributed a lot to that process. A big thank you and lots of love to you.

Peter D

Dear Atka, Thank you for the follow up care after treatment. My energies are stabilising and my lower back feels more free & flexible but I realise more work is needed. The prostate wishes to heal I feel maybe another session will help to reduce the size further. The legs feel much better. Have not masturbated yet, just allowing it to flow & heal. Yesterday I confronted my mother in a compassionate way & she cried in my arms. Much healing happened. Thank you and to the Angels! My focus is the prostate. But it seems all organs will benefit.

Hossen

I took this step after long consideration and careful appraisal of all the information shared on the site and extensive googling. I went into the session totally, well 99%, open

and trusting.  The result was cathartic. After the session a lot was going on inside and I shared this by e-mail as well as with good friends. The after support is vital and well delivered with much caring. A process has started and it feels safe.

Frank A

Hi Atka, I wanted to send you a follow up email to say thank you again. After the session I had several insights that have changed and moved things, and I seem to really be healing now, and have a confidence in how to proceed, learning about and managing my energy. I'm learning self-acceptance in a way I haven't before, and it's causing my energy to flow, move and become clearer. Thank you again for your help.

Keith

Having done a wide variety of spiritual practice - this was my first proper Tantric healing session with Atka. Atka is absolutely an amazing person to be with in every way. However I wasn’t here just for a long massage / meditation, I wanted to know how this

healing modality could help. The Prostate and Lingam work helped me let go of a lot! The intimacy, Breath Work and other rituals and other methods all connected perfectly and brought masculine sexual energy deeply into my chest which is a totally different feeling and really important! If you are a man on a journey or need to reconnect to your self this is definitely something to be explored.

Krishh

I have been feeling vulnerable after the session, with many reflections arising from various moments in the massage, both in terms of past experiences and current challenges. I feel loosened and revealed, and intrigued as to ongoing integration. Thank you for your care and skill.

Piers

On a physical note my body has never felt so free and open and flexible. It’s pretty incredible. One thing I keep thinking about is the connection ritual at the beginning and how I felt so comfortable and most sexual and intimate at receiving your touch and that when it switched to conscious giving that’s where I start encountering resistance in my mind. It’s feels like when I give I also shut down my own sexuality from that point. which is a huge step of understanding for me and an area that I need to explore. I’m so thankful to you! You really are an incredible human being and I feel honoured to have shared the time with you

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Tim

I just wanted to reach out and express my sincere gratitude for the amazing seven-hour session that we had together.  I have to say, the session was intense and I could feel myself slipping into a state of deep relaxation and bliss, which lead to me sleeping for almost 10 glorious hours after. I've never felt so refreshed and rejuvenated. Your energy and attention to detail were remarkable, and I felt completely safe and cared for throughout our time together. I appreciated the way you guided me through the entire session and helped me tap into my own inner power and energy.

Gary

I wanted to write to share some of my experiences since our session, and ask a question. A few times since our sessions, I’ve experienced a wave of energy moving through me. First it was to a particular song, the next it was watching a very specific martial art in a film which gave me a big upsurge of energy from my 1^st chakra, and I ended up in tears! Now I’m sitting at home, I can summon this feeling and experience it different parts of my body. When I feel back pain, I shout in my mind to my body to let the energy flow, and I feel this surge come up from my 1^st chakra, or from my heart chakra, and even in my head.  I’m guessing this is Chi, and wondering what I can do to channel it and use it to heal myself?

Nick

Atka is an amazing healer whose specialty is, deep bodywork incorporating prostate massages. She is very loving and intuitive with healing hands. She also offers many aspects of Tantric Journey to help her client to enhance love, intimacy and sacred

sexuality through emotional detox through deep Tantric – Tao bodywork and tantric soul and heart connection rituals. I recommend her to all men who seek healing love

Mal Weeraratne

Tantric Journey School of Healing and Awakening

Atka was confident and very skilled at the deep body work she was doing also I felt the confidence in her touch and manner. I felt Atka's care and felt held by her compassionate nature. My body felt relaxed, like a lot of tension had been released. Also I could feel that lymphatic drainage was taking place this lasted about 4 to 5 days. I moved around and even walked with less tension and haste. I would like to thank Atka for all her loving attention and holding the space

Geoff M

I have been drifting along since our session. I feel both released and empowered. Thank you. I'm interested in the importance of tapping into my masculine energy, and allowing that to rise up again. And how its suppression might be partly to blame for my lack of drive. I'm also very interested in how I can help talk about masculine and feminine energy with my wife, is there a book you could recommend?

Theo

I want to thank you again for creating such a safe space and for sharing your skill and passion with me. This week while doing Qi Gong Meditation, I felt such a surge of energy in the upper part of my body. You certainly cleared the blockage I had in my upper back. The energy flowed round my shoulder and down my arms like a beautiful hug.

I've also found great pleasure in simply touching my own body on my arms, chest and legs. It feels so natural and comforting, but something I had never really done or experienced before.

Gid

I've been feeling overall very good. Much clearer mind and understanding of what's important. Its helped me see the bigger pictures and connect with my purpose. Just wanted to thank you again. The session was really helpful, physically, mentally and it opened me to new spiritual understandings which have been life changing

Nigel

Hi Atka, hope all is well with you. I did the disconnection ritual as you said. Once I did that I observed some great changes since the treatment. Particularly now my prostate is stronger. I don't go so often to the toilet which is great. I have been feeling content happy with life, more in control. I never opened up and allowed myself to be vulnerable before like that. It made me feel now less stressed, loved deeply and not scared of life. You are truly amazing. In fact you helped me release something thats been blocking a long time. Your a true practitioner and amazing loving person, thank you!

Joseph

Thank you again Atka. I was quite confused at the end, your work helped bring something very deep to the surface, that's why I said I had to go and do the rest of the work myself... by spending time praying and making magic. I was reliving that ancient ancestral wound somewhat, But I have moved through a lot of it now.

Zerubbabel

I felt very strong connection with you from the very moment I entered your flat. And that connection allowed me to fully surrender and experience incredible states and energies. I feel great after the session, I'm still sinking into it as I'm currently in an interesting state, something is shifting inside but I cannot yet explain it to myself. Im just watching how various emotions surface from inside and slowly vanishing, as when we put the wet cloth on the hanger and let the water evaporate. I have this inner feeling that something deeper is going to revealed. Atka, it was the best massage I have ever had, I felt as if I was in hands of an angel.

Pavel

Thank you for last night. Kind of feels like a dream. It was very eye opening to witness within myself the resistance I've had to experiencing pleasure. We really moved some stuff and already today, despite waking up really early, I'm feeling just how much we shifted and what new awareness I have. You're a beautiful woman and beautiful soul, thank you for doing this work for the world.

Nathan

Today is day two post my treatment with you and I am feeling emotions of love and empathy I’ve not felt in a while but most importantly I sense positivity around me while at the same time being totally relaxed with the situation around me. It’s an amazing feeling to feel alive an in control and I can’t thank you as much as I would like to. You are wonderful and I truly appreciate what you have done for me. I have started feeling again which I hope will grow by the day.

Kadir

I enjoy being guided by yourself both physically & emotionally during sessions. I love the feeling of being in a safe place & atmosphere where no one is judging you. I think I've 'let myself go' & released more emotions in 2 sessions with yourself than I have managed to do in many many years previously in & out of relationships.

Greg

Well, it's hard to believe - the pain I had in my arm and hip that had for years has reduced to 2 if I rate the pain I had before as 10. When I play tennis my stocks are not redistricted-they are open and flow through the full lenght. When I sing my voice is different. I think, this is the effect of removing some of the blocks form my body. 

Aum

Thank you, it was quite an eye opening experience to what is really possible. Today, I’m feeling relatively well. More alert and aware of my surroundings. A bit tired, but relaxed. No overly positive or negative emotion - pretty much neutral. I have no desire for ejaculation or impulse for sex which is good.

Kanen

Hi Atka. Well - I had a stomach ache all day yesterday - purged in the morning … was urinating a lot, my body was aching like I’d done a heavy weights session (particularly my back), had a rash on my leg and I was in a foul mood!

By Yesterday afternoon most of those symptoms had passed (apart from the ache In the stomach) and today the stomach ache has also gone - I also managed to cut out my evening tablet yesterday (‘it was easier than I expected). Also, interestingly enough, (as a lot of the things I’ve said above could have been psychosomatic given they follow closely the post healing crisis listed by you) I managed to get my HRV up to levels not seen for a few months, my resting heart rate dipped below 50 whilst doing wim hoff (which hasn’t been the case for a few months), My sleeping HRV and HR both improved . I managed to retain my breath for 3 mins during wim hoff much easier than compared to before,  I also seem to be a lot more sensitive to the antidepressants medication dose I’m taking in the morning, meaning, as well as cutting out the evening dose (which I haven’t been able to do both mentally and physically without a lot of trepidation) I’m ready to cut down my morning dose from tomorrow as well, after speaking with my doctor. So all in all I’m very surprised - so thanks a lot for all your efforts. 

Qamar

I have a couple of questions...I have been masturbating and having sex, but not ejaculating...Is the intention not to have orgasms with ejaculation or is ejaculation allowed sometimes? I also find that when I am not ejaculating I get a throbbing between my legs and quite a bit of pain in my lower stomach/pubic area...presumably the breathing techniques will help this to go away? ,

Thank you, pressing my lower belly, my testicles and the tubes has really helped. This is fascinating stuff! I’m not sure about pressing the perineum - that’s some thing to experience with you at some point.

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Arthur

My heartfelt thanks to you for the session - it was great. At each session you take me one step further and I am slowly rediscovering myself. My confidence and manhood are coming back and I want to keep going further towards the light.

Raj

Having trained as a massage therapist and having an interest in holistic massage and treatments I wanted to learn more. When I found Atka’s site & read about her details I was interested. What can I say but that her holistic approach, professionalism, warmth and empathy are on another level. Atka makes you feel welcome and soon takes you on a journey through her process of understanding you and your needs.  The process is slow and purposeful and if you let yourself relax and let go then she will take you on a journey of emotional ebbs & flows.  Having seen Atka a few times my journey has been eventful due to health reasons but even after life changing surgery Atka was able to make me feel at ease and still take me on a journey of learning how to let go and reach a place of wonder.  Atka is a special person with insight and a special warmth that makes her someone I would always return to, to feel the special healing power that she emits.  I would recommend Atka to anyone who is ready to undertake a new understanding and feel natural energy at its highest level. To be recharged, whole and made complete.

Tony

Hi Atka, Just arrived at the destination after a 6 hours drive. Feeling great and grateful for this afternoon. I think the release of emotions relating to the child inside were profound and never expressed in that specific context. 

Nasir

I found it very interesting and enlightening. In some ways it felt like an inward psychadelic trip! I’m still processing everything and making sense of what I learnt I.e. I learnt a lot about patience, the amazing benefits of abstaining.

Khalil

Thank you for the unconditional love, care, and hospitality that you showed resulting in a truly beautiful experience.  My intention was not to attend this session looking for a fix, but to be able to feel something since my body seems to be unresponsive to love, but you certainly accomplished that, I am truly grateful.

Imran

As of late my emotions and feelings have been very erratic. Being trying to understand what exactly is going on. I can only describe it to an teenager getting all these new feelings but much stronger and much more. Thankfully today has been stable and I am having a normal day. No erratic inner energy surge. 

         I now know that I have had a kundalini awakening. I believe through meditation. I can see a new self emerging and my servitude to mother earth. My feelings of compassion are especially strong and surging within my body today. Unaware of my awakening and what was happening I did a lot wrong from watching the video about Kundalini awakening that you sent me. I tried to resist the changes. I was being guided, not understanding why. 

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Shaurya

Yesterday was one of the best days in my life. I enjoyed every moment of it. Yesterday, during the session, some of my past traumas came in front of my eyes and they made me cry but with your caring and loving touch, I managed to let go of them. At least, this is what I feel now. We also had a lot of interesting conversations about many topics, which I enjoyed. I'm feeling very well now and am in the process of recovering from my past traumas. Thank you for being such a great and loving friend. 

Omar

Just an update on how I’m getting on so far, I’ve not had anything emotional come up. But the kundalini energy seems to be a lot more free flowing and slightly stronger where it had calmed down I and felt like it was weakening prior to me seeing you on our session, all’s good and manageable. Oh and I think my hand feel a little better. Also did I read somewhere that nightmares could come up? Had some very strange ones last night with lots of sensations possibly very lucid with the other stuff on top, All’s good though. I was just thinking how crazy it is that other doors/dimensions can be seen or opened by the tantra I experience with you, the 3d programming would say it’s crazy and no way possible to get to these places with the kind of practices

Johnny

I am sending you this message to share the positive outcome from our time together. Every time I feel more relaxed, confident and understanding in how to deal and reflect on my emotions, its still a challenge for me to let all the negativity from within. But Trauma and recent events have made me attached to the stress life (not by choice), with many unprecedented challenges. I tried everything that may to help me move forward but many things keeps dragging me down and its not easy to climb up again but I never stop trying. I am trying to learn to cope with what’s happening and trying different things, recently I started to take medication which is against my beliefs. I was hoping it would make a difference but it didn’t, I couldn’t find a practitioner where I am located to give spiritual treatment and guidance but it's false advertisement. Nothing compared to what I seen with my sessions with you. I do really hope to see you soon as its the only thing that helped me before and nothing I tried now did help. I try to meditate and yoga and other ways of controlling my life with medical assistance but its kind of a rollercoaster. I just wanted to share my progress with someone I trust and truly understands me.

Koushik

Many thanks for the journey you helped me to take and you took me through. As I told you if I had not experienced it and I had seen it in a video, I would not have believed it. Really thank you from the bottom of my heart, it is awakening experience. Yesterday and still a bit today, I felt tired and I have “muscle aches” throughout all my body, like if I had some heavy training. I slept deeply, but still short. I also feel like I got rid of some burdens. I feel more autonomous. Yesterday I had a meeting with the CEO and for the first time for awhile I was zen and I acted calmly. I believe that this is just a first layer of dust (but heavy dust) that was uncovered and there are many layers. At least that the feeling I have. 

      Many thanks for [another] session, as I told you, “you’ve beaten the crap out of me”. This time I felt less muscle aches after the session than the previous one, though the “pains” during this last session were deeper. I really don’t know where these pains and feeling come from. Lots of love

Rah

While processing my experience, and listening to Snatam Kaur songs, I realise that although I couldn’t fully experience the beautiful tantric healing due to my numbness and inability to feel pleasure/endorphins and struggle to give/receive love which affects my ability to really truly experience and connect, I was happy and glad to be able to see the potential of what healing through love touch and connection can accomplish and the beauty of tantra. But following this I felt a deep sorrow knowing just how important and beautiful it is to love and be loved in life, something to cherish, to truly live experience and share as a human being. Is it normal for me to feel this way? I feel like a broken vessel that understands the importance of love, touch, human connection and how it can be deeply healing. And also I’m genuinely curious to know how you are able to create these deeply beautiful connections with many different people whom you may never see or speak to again yet remain happy and content.

Eddie

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I wanted to write to share some of my experiences since our session. A few times since our sessions, I’ve experienced a wave of energy moving through me; it gave me a big upsurge of energy from my 1st chakra, and I ended up in tears! Now I’m sitting at home, I can summon this feeling and experience it different parts of my body. When I feel back pain, I shout in my mind to my body to let the energy flow, and I feel this surge come up from my 1st chakra, or from my heart chakra, and even in my head. 

        Thank you again for the session. I’ve felt a continued release since. I was driving and listening to music earlier today, and experienced a huge wave of tingling through my body… it was intense and lasted for a whole minute or two. A really lovely experience. I’m a little tired, but feeling great otherwise.

Norbert

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Atka you eased my mind (starting from the moment I arrived) and lead me into  spiritual fire with your devotion patience and practice. You were so kind and wakeful. Your eyes and sensitivity of touch and presence showed me some glimpse of the wonders of who I can be and the Beauty that you are, thank you so much. There are some big changes I can feel developing and I am very grateful to you I feel you are more than special Atka.  Atka is a rare and Special healer and therapist and I consider myself very fortunate to have met her, the perfect person at the perfect  timing. Genius!!!

Damon

I feel very well. More calm than usually, no negative emotions. The session with you was a great experience, I'm still surprised how fast time went by, beforehand I thought that 6 hours will definitely feel as too long, but then it was even longer than that. Also, I felt that I truly connected with you and that I could let myself go, without the need to give back loving touch to you, although I really enjoyed touching you [in a conscious way] at the beginning of the session as well.

Rupert

 It was a really special privilege to be loved and cared for by you back on the 14th (which feels like forever ago!). I’m ready for another session, I have more energy to release. I have pain in my lower tummy/pelvis that I would like to work on this time round as well as a general work through of trapped energy around my body in general. I’m not comfortable with the prostate stuff though, I’m not sure how I feel about trying this again. For sure it’s worth discussing why this might be and where my resistance to this comes from. 

Adair

Thank you - Atka. That first hug we had [when I entered the door] was lovely and that in itself was great therapy. It was given and received without any conditions - just a lovely connection between 2 random people. We might never meet again, though I hope we do, but moment meant a lot to me and for that I will always be grateful.

Chuck

The session was intense and very deep. My sleep last night was very unusual. I was asleep and awake at the same time like floating in space and very vivid. Felt really productive.

To receive and resist the temptation to touch back helped me to be clear about that even more.

And my knee turned a corner today. It feels very different... better.

Darius

Would like to thank you for yesterdays healing massage. I awoke with renewed Energy and huge sense of relief. Thank you so much for allowing me into your space and allowing me to receive your healing touch. You have awakened a deep inner strength that I believe will allow me to become a better person as well as lover. 

Brian